Sin has a way of making me feel unworthy.
If I mess up – say the wrong thing or fail to do the right thing – then I feel ill-equipped to be an effective disciple of Jesus.
For me, it’s not just a matter of moving on and knowing my sins are forgiven.
I do enough to take God for granted.
I need to do a better job of taking stock of my sins on a regular basis.
And I need to trust in and experience the Lord’s grace and mercy.
Pastors at my church (Cuyahoga Valley Church) have underscored this in recent weeks.
During a Sunday morning service, Pastor Rick Duncan encouraged my heart by referencing Peter in John 21:15-19. The heart of the passage – where Jesus prepares breakfast for some followers – is about how Jesus reminds Peter that he’s forgiven even though Peter denied Him three times hours before Jesus was nailed to a cross. He asks Peter to “feed my sheep.” Peter who went on the lead the church got a new set of responsibilities.
“We have to stop beating ourselves up and disqualifying ourselves and putting ourselves on the shelf,” Rick told the congregation.
Jesus doesn’t ignore our sins, our failures. But he doesn’t give up on us either. “He uses ordinary, flawed people and that’s amazing grace,” Rick said. “He doesn’t wait until we’re all cleaned up to use us.”
He underscored the message by referencing popular radio broadcaster and author Steve Brown:
“Let it go, and quit making your goodness the issue! This isn’t about you and me; it’s about Jesus. When you obsess over anything but him – and that includes being free – you can lose it. Jesus is freedom, and to the degree that you stay focused on him, you will find yourself free.”
- Steve Brown, A Scandalous Freedom: The Radical Nature of the Gospel, copyright 2004, Howard Books
I don’t really bring much to the table as far as heaven goes. I get in by the Lord’s grace, not my good works. God views me through Jesus’ righteousness.
God wants me to cease striving and lean on Him. It’s time for me to get closer to Him, to re-discover His heart in ways I’ve been missing.
How do you know His heart? He knows yours.